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is a struggle..every blink of an eye, every single breath you take. I was reading the Bible awhile ago and I happen to pass by Ecclesiasticals and it said something about “The right time”. The right time to laugh, the right time to cry, to be merry, to smile, to talk..and it ended saying something like- the best man is the one who knows how to spend the right time to the fullest. Ayway, lately I’ve been thinking of what I’ve become for the last 9 months of staying here. I can still remember the first time of almost everything, the moments I felt lazy, sad, motivated. A year ago I remembered I was so motivated to the extent I’ll do anything, everything to stay active and not be another bummer. Thinking of it, makes me smile and just yesterday I thought..where’s that girl? Where’s that girl who’s so enthusiastic, ready to embark in a whole new adventure, is thrilled for what’s ahead of life. Somehow I’ve been influenced by the people I go to work with, about the shallow rants of life. But if you think of it..the way I see it now, my life is pretty much exciting! I think everyone’s life is exciting you just have to find your way through happiness and enjoy what you currently have, not look for something you don’t have or never had, because as God said, there’s a right time for everything. After my short time alone with myself I’ve decided to embark on another exciting journey. I’ve decided to live a life full of happiness and just live it to the fullest. Living a life to the fullest doesn’t mean, being a daredevil or do some crazy things. I just pointed it out because I remembered one of my workmate telling me that she had lived her life and she can die at the moment, she bungee jumped, smoked pot, got drunk til she can’t move a finger etc. She’s just 22 and that’s how she defines “I’ve lived my life!” I also had a chit chat with one girl who told me I should go to bars, live my life, get drunk..because that’s how she defines living a life. Each of us has our own definition of living. Some may say they’ve had sex with 50 different woman and that’s how he defines living. Well I say we choose the life we live and it all starts with the upbringing. How we choose life’s principles and stick to what we want to be. It might sound boring if one say that she had lived a life reading books, but if that’s what she loves to do, that’s the way she is, she’ll die full of wisdom and knowledge.

It all ends up with one thing, the important thing is that we are happy. :3